The Day I Killed James
by Catherine Ryan Hyde

    THE DAY I KILLED JAMES by Catherine Ryan Hyde
    Category:  Contemporary
    Age Recommendation:  Grades 9+
    Release Date:  5/13/08
    Publisher:  Knopf
    Reviewed by:  Jaglvr
    Rating:  5 Stars


    Everyone carries around some sort of guilt or regret.  Most don’t carry the burden that Theresa does.

    James is her next-door neighbor. He’s attractive, but a bit too bizarre for Theresa.  And he’s in love with her.  He left
    for two years for the military and wrote her every week.  She thinks she sent him maybe two letters in return.  

    Theresa is in love with her boyfriend, Randy.  They’ve been dating for nine months now.  However, he’s just told her
    that he wants to take another girl, Rachel, to their friend Frieda’s end-of-school party.  There have been on-again and
    off-again periods with Randy before, but this is a first.  Theresa lets him go, and in retaliation, she asks James if he’d
    like to go to a party with her.  She is up front with him that it’s purely for show, but James is thrilled to have the
    chance for even a pretend date with Theresa.

    While James is off getting Theresa something cold to drink, Randy comes crawling back to Theresa, realizing he made
    a mistake.  Theresa tries to think of James, but before she knows it, she and Randy are in a heavy makeout session.  
    It’s only after she hears James’ motorcycle pull away that she starts to worry what he may think.

    But that’s not the worst of it.  James doesn’t come home, and Theresa goes to the cops.  Not long after telling the
    cops he’s missing, they come knocking on her door to tell her that his motorcycle has gone over the side of a cliff.  

    No one is to blame, but Theresa believes it’s all her fault because of what James saw.  Not able to handle the guilt or
    the remorse, she leaves home to reinvent herself.

    Living in a beat-up trailer, a young neighbor girl starts hanging around.  Before Theresa realizes it, life is changing
    again, and the thought-provoking actions of an eleven-year-old slowly brings Theresa back to the living.

    What a powerful story.  Theresa is determined to keep James’ memory alive out of guilt.  But Ms. Hyde weaves the
    story beautifully and the reader gets to see the slow healing process that Theresa, and also Cathy, her young neighbor,
    go through.  You will surely laugh and cry with the story, but will come out much better for it on the other side.  Just
    like Theresa did.