Impulse
by Ellen Hopkins

    IMPULSE by Ellen Hopkins
    Category:  Contemporary
    Age Recommendation:  Grades 9+
    Release Date:  1/23/07
    Publisher:  Margaret K. McElderry
    Reviewed by:  Karin Perry
    Rating:  5 Stars


    Three troubled teens cross paths at Aspen Springs, a psychiatric hospital, after attempting suicide. Connor, Tony,
    and Vanessa all have demons that try to pull them under and get them to succumb to the temptation to try it again;
    this time making sure they succeed.

    Connor's overbearing family, only concerned about his GPA, or his making the varsity football team, or getting into
    an Ivy League college, offer no solace during his time of need. Feeling suicide is the only answer after a deeply
    emotional love affair ends, he takes a gun and points it to his chest before pulling the trigger.

    Tony, after many years in a juvenile home for a crime that still haunts him, decides to ease his feelings of despair and
    loneliness by swallowing a handful of pills, only to vomit them up and be found by the police lying on the sidewalk
    unconscious.

    Vanessa is a cutter. In order to ease her mind in any time of stress she slices her skin with anything sharp enough to
    do the job. One day, when she was drowning in her blue ocean of sadness, she cuts too deep. She feels herself
    slipping into the abyss until her younger brother, Bryan, walks in and finds her. When he calls for their ex-nurse
    Grandma, she is able to hold off death.

    After arriving at Aspen Springs, Connor, Tony, and Vanessa are introduced to a life under constant surveillance,
    strict routines, and hours and hours or counseling. Immediately the three form a bond, feeling drawn to one another
    as if they might be able to save each other from death. Together they navigate the regulations of the hospital and
    make progress toward healing as they tell each other their deepest, darkest secrets; things they won't even tell their
    counselors.

    Ellen Hopkins uses her wonderful free verse style to weave together the story of three troubled teens as they attempt
    to heal the terrible scars left by their lives. The consistency the author uses when alternating the points of view makes
    the story easy to follow. Hopkins gives away just enough information that the reader feels a part of the story while still
    saving a big bang for the end. IMPULSE is a great story that reveals the importance of family during the healing
    process and is a must-read for anyone who knows a teen.